Cat Vs Mouse Vs alvinzzZ

I am too bored. I didnt smile much. I blog 2 times today. I think i into unhappy period. Maybe PMS lo. Till i am so bored, and i look at the 2 animals below. They are playing although they are enemies. Life for them is simple, no stress , everyday different lifestyle.

Its 2am now. I feel like watching DVD. Somehow i feel something wrong with me. But i cant and wont say to anyone. I know i am wrong. The problem will stay with me till it disappears. Mummy called me chat just now, in fact i feel she somehow said something that hurt me without bad intentions. She wont know she hurt me but shes saying the truth. Truth is must face reality.

The path might be hard in future but alvinzzZ will try. Get it?

Very Vex ...

I am very very vex.
Alot things in my mind. WHat should i do ...
I feel like relaxing but too many things in my mind.
I wish i can release everything to someone but yet, i cant put them into words.

Work is stress already. Need to earn $. More and more needed every month.
Nowadays, i work till dont feel like eating. I will become thinner. Not as if i like to work, just that no mood.

I seem moodless nowadays. I need to cheer up. I need to ... sighz

Rewards of my hardwork ...

My latest award from the sales rally ~~ !!

(Sorry please turn your head LOL)

YR 09 BEST ACTOR !!

Awake on a Sunday ..

I am awake. But sleep was bad. I going to find the thing i lost now.

The Return of Sadness

I am home. Last night, i went watch Drag me to hell with dear. I am surprised theres a show that can scare me sometimes. We were happy.

Tonight, i feel i am single now. She said a lot things. I have a feeling i am a failure again.

I am sad. I drink. I smoke. I drive. My sunday is destroyed. I will sleep. just sleep.

I give my everything and i dont ask for returns but only peace & happiness. Thats me.
Seems i am unlucky with bgr. I hate dropping tears but they just flow continously.
Someone help me ..

alvinz VS illness

Seems this is the biggest illness i ever have. Although i am not bed-ridden, i feel it takes long to recover. Cos i do not want to rest. Not to risk any chances of having not enough sales for my work @ this critical time.

Down with sore throat firstly, lead to cough. Cough just cant stop. Keep drinking water but it keep coming back. 2 night ago i slept @ 5am , yesterday 3am. Cos i keep coughing ..

Now it lead to sore eyes & flu !!

NO i do not have H1N1. i do not have fever.

Working nowadays is very moraless. With the fact i am @ CCK & Raffles roadshow, i start to think why my company want waste $ employing me & put me @ the roadshow with nothing much we can do. I rather be @ branches getting sales for myself & for the company.

Morale low. Feeling V sick.