21st Nov 952pm

Yesterday me jacky & charmaine (my 2x good colleagues at GWC) , we were talking. Asked each other contended with work & life? I replied i am contended with work but not life.

Its hard to explain but dont jump into conclusion.

Today i went surfing around facebook and something made me angry. Not going mention it but its bad.

I starting a business in Malaysia cos i cant do that in Singapore. Sleeping partner is the word but i will post things here. Its a pet shop.

A thousand things in my mind yet they cant be released to anyone as i cant put them into words. When i want to say, they will disappear from my mind.

Alvinz.

2nd Nov 130am

Typing my blog again. Suspension still.

Boring, smoking and thinking.

1st for my job.

Managed to fight to top 10 based on all products. Its hard & tiring.
Wonder if i can hold on, fighting spirit is gone. Nothing to fight for.

2nd for my life.

Getting more and more jialat. Suffer blows. Unhappy. When can i be happy & lead a simple life?

Can alvinzlife once again trigger to be the saddest blog ever ?